Rehabilitation.

I think my addiction to the internet is a huge deal. My grades are going down because of it. I guess I have to find an internet rehab? Or perhaps, new hobby? And you know, that's the problem. I really want to have a new hobby but I don't have lot of money. I want to asked my dad but well, I guess he will say 'No' because its not really important. But Its kind of important to me, if you ask. I can't just stay in the computer all day have no life. I really want to have the other hobby and everything. I tried to join some school clubs but I don't want it to disturb the subjects. And I think the country system is like hell. I have to take 16 subjects, you know? And that is horrible. I asked a few friends of mine from other country, such as England, Poland, Phillipines, USA, Canada, Russia, etc and they were surprised when I told them I take--no, I mean, I had to take 15 subjects.

Struggling Against Laziness.

I think I should appreciate my life. But its not like, I'm ungrateful for being surrounded by a lovely family, and being healthy, it is just, I have an adventurous soul. I don't quite like it that I have to do my daily routine. (School--home--laptop--homework--study--Sleep so on, so on.) And apparently lazy have come to my life and being a part of my life. And I am very disappointed at myself for being lazy. Despite the fact that I am lazy, I'm still responsible enough for what I have done. And I was not posting blog post for a past few weeks, its not because the laziness, but that's because I have no time to do it. Apparently, I have to stick with my daily routine.

I, like I said before, have an adventurous soul. I wish I live in the WWII, where people can just struggling to prevent death, not just like me, against the laziness, or against the subjects, such as physics, chemistry, or biology.